Mood:

I can't lose
Listening to: Talib Qweli-I try
Reading: Survior
Watching: How high
Every time you make plans for yourself do you always notice how they never work out quite like you expect them too? I honestly think god is laughing at people who try to plan their life to a Tee. Life is so unexpected an random you can't really plan for it, you can expect certain things out of life but to be honest your best bet is to live life day by day. When I say day by day I do mean day by day I live my life by one motto " I will not lose" that in anything academics, sports, hell even in video games an most certainly in life I look back on some of the things that have happend in the past couple of years an I've grown wiser, strong an better for all the hardships that I endure almost to point where I can't believe that I went through that or survived that. I've been through cancer, getting stabbed, my grand dad sucide, my sister getting shot, my mom having cancer. I don't know about anyone else but thats a lot of shit to go through in just 8 months but I don't regret non of it as a matter of fact bring on life cause there is only one rule that rules over my life. I will not lose.
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